I'm counting down already. 10 more days or actually 9 more days to having my bf back in Singapore. It feels so long already but at least there is a confirmed date with confirmed air ticket. With the swine flue thing going around, its so worrisome. The earlier he is back here, the better it is. But having said that, I've been praying everyday that God will watch over him and I do believe that God will keep him safe and sound. :)

It has been a week since I shifted to the new office, sitting together with the finance girls. It really feels different to be with a batch of women. So scary actually. Perhaps I'm used to having guys around and joking around with the guys and sometimes with guys, they can take my PMS mood a lot better. With women, its more of like i have be aware when is their PMS mood rather than when is mine. And any change in any one of their moods can affect the atmosphere of the room. So scary.... this is the down side of sitting in this room. The up side is the fact that at least I belonged to a department now. For better or for worse, this is still quite unknown for now...

Who ever say that distance makes hearts fonder? Sighz.

My bf has taken on a Canada project and has flew there for the first time. The fact that he is so far away, that the time zone is totally opposite with that of Singapore, and that the return date is not confirmed (though he said he is aiming to return on the 9th of May) is not really that comforting.

It's an irony situation actually. I've been complaining that his boss has not given him a chance to have actual site experience and without actual site experience, there might be limit to his career growth. Knowing full well that more than 90% of our projects are overseas, I have been hoping that he might get a chance to do actual site work. Well, opportunity came. And he took on that challenge. And here I am lamenting about it.

I know that he is learning new things at site and I could feel the excitement. And I know that my constant whinning and asking doesn't really help. Still, I think I need to express my "loneliness" for the next two weeks and my concern over his work situation, his adaption to new culture and weather, etc etc etc. Ok, I'm whinning and nagging. What do you expect... I'm a woman. :P

I shifted office today. Finally. It's a major "project". The packing and unpacking is enough to kill, especially when we are rushing for quarter closing and AGM And the new ofice area is so big! It doesn't help that the coordinator is not really that good a coordinator. Let's just say that now I know why I'm having so much trouble understanding and managing the accounts of that particular department. Anyway, there are more things to be tidy up as we try to settle down in the new office. With the new space and the fact that we have plenty of sunlight coming in, I'm actually thinking of growing some small plants.Maybe that might bring some nice fresh smell every day. :)

Missing him....

I'm supposed to be studying now but the last few hours have not been fruitful. Actually, its more than a few hours. It has half a day. My brain can't seem to absorb what I have read or form the mind map. I can't seem to find the link. I need to finish this topic today. I got a lot more of revision to go.

My bf has fallen sick again. His sensitive nose has been giving him problem for the past few weeks. Every time his nose starts to drip, his eyes will get watery and like normal flu, he will get tired. Can't help but feel sad when that happens. Nothing I can do to help or make him feel better. Sighz.